Controversial

Ok, so I have to say it: sometimes I wish that certain people were not on the earth. Sometimes there are people who cause so much pain and destruction that I believe the world would be a better place without them. And then...my conscience kicks in, and my Christian upbringing, and my positive attitude and my guilt. And then I remember all my own faults. And then I pray for forgiveness. But it doesn't help. I still wish that I could rid the earth of certain people who cause so much pain that I cannot figure out what good purpose they serve here. And then I get it...this place is a testing ground...a testing ground of all that we hold dear, all that we struggle with, all that we agreed to before we were placed here on this amazing and horrible place. And finally, I realize that we are all flawed, and that above it all I believe that goodness (overall) prevails...and that there is hope...and ultimately, that what goes around comes around, and that making that happen is not my job, thankfully, because I would be sitting on death row right about now. Deep breath. Deep, deep breath.